I've said horrible shit off cam, you wouldn't want to be my friend unless you are human too.

Humans make mistakes and say horrible things. Especially humans that are desensitized to horrible things like torture, rape, muder, racism, sexism, ect.... PTSD like symtoms arrise from time and again. Maybe I act normal out in public under stress but the minute I get in my car and start driving home, you might catch me screaming at the top of my lungs horrible things. I am a few steps away from being a soldier in my opinion, a few dozen pounds away. I could easily join the marines and kill people for this Country just as easily as I could get upset in traffic. At least that is how I feel sometimes especially with enemies like ISIS and evil Communists to kill it would be too easy for me if I stepped up.